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ispentmyweekendwithmycousininthosetwodays.youknowitisreallyveryhappywithyourrealativesifyouhavebeenawayfromhomeforalongtime.itwillgiveyouafeelingofstayingathome.behonesttosay.imissmyfamilysomuchrecently,especiallywhenicomeacrossdifficulties.maybebeingwithmyrelativesisnottheexactfeelingasstayingwithmyownfamily.butatleastiwillfeelmuchwarmerwheni’malone.ithinkimustbegratefultomycousinbecauseshelovesmesomuch,shegivesmesomuchandshecaresmesomuchthatsheisjistlikemyownparent.butidon’tknowhowirepayher.sonowthefirstjobformeisstudyingashardasican.thenonedayiwillmakemydreamcometrue,iwillhaveabilitytoturnbackeverythingiowetothepeoplewholoveme.